Sometimes I am amazed at how things change; it might not be fast, but it could be drastically different. The issues that bothered you then could be a no-biggie now, or an anonymous someone could make a big impact in your life in just one day. It's amazing how the world changes, and how the mind changes. I have no shortage of experiencing this change of direction that could be abrupt yet gradual and each time it left me enlightened.
I guess it goes to show that time really takes away some things while leaving others, which might be for the better or worst. Sometimes you don't realize how a particular thing happened and when you finally realize, it can be too late and then you thought how stupid it was of you to do that, or to feel a certain way or to think a certain way. But sometimes you may look back and actually felt glad it happened and that it has shaped you. Sometimes you can't believe the great luck you have had and you'd have your head and heart up in the clouds for as long as you can remember and sometimes you remember all the worst lucks and how you had nowhere further down to go. You have hit rock bottom hard.
I believe that everyone will have a very shitty part of their life - some people may have it more, some people minorly. It comes at different times for everyone and has different degrees of shittiness. Eventually, you might rise again but it is not fast. It is rather slow and then suddenly one day, could be a few months or years later, you will rise up fast, sometimes too fast and you will see yourself as different. Perhaps you won't remember who and how you were before and that's fine too.
I came to realize everyone really do have a story worth telling and listening to. And that some paths really do lead you to unexpected places.
Fickle
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I can always tell my stories if you wanna hear :p
ReplyDeleteYeah I can anytime. :P But you always avoid!
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