I have been home alone for too long that I'm starting to lose track of time fml. I can probably only keep up with Saturday and Sunday as I have aerial silk class on Saturday, but otherwise it's a mess in my head, especially recently. Am I turning bonkers from the lack of human interaction and productivity? Sure I am working pretty well on my freelance but other than that, I haven't been out much. I keep a habit tracker and came to realized that last month was by far one of the worst month I had in terms of sleeping early, going out/socializing/seeing the outer world, me-time, and family time.
Everyone at home is so busy that we are like housemates rather than family and it is pissing me off. I am trying hard to turn this around but sometimes frustration gets to me. Why is it so hard to focus on communication?
I sincerely cannot wait to start a full time job after I'm finished with my freelance jobs. My days consist of praying, hoping, wishing that I get to join my targeted companies after I sent those job applications. I tried my best to improve my skills and make a good showreel, so I'm hoping it will pay off.
Please, please, please.
Losing Track of...
