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Saturday, 19 December 2015

Yesterday night's musical - Esya - was amazing! Reminded me once again how I wanted to be a dancer. ;_; Still wanted to be. There was a post from about 2 years ago when I saw some performers at the mall for Christmas/New Year and I said I wished I was the one dancing. Still is!! But my body is too stiff to go for performance practice. Lol.

At least my dancing dream remains for more than 10 years. I first wanted to join ballet because of their performance costumes but now I like dancing because of what it is - dancing. Sometimes I do improv dance inside my room. If I have a chance, I want to try contemporary dance. :3

For the musical, and for once in a blue moon, I actually dressed up with lipstick for something. OTZ It felt weird but actually looks pretty OK and I have to keep reminding myself that I am growing up.

From yesterday night after the musical to today morning, I did something I had never done before. I somehow churned out 5 poems. ._. The inspiration came suddenly last night while I was in the car on the way back to my home and then the inspiration stayed until this morning. As you may have realized, I published some posts with 'Words : (title)'. Those are made by me, my heart and my brain so now my page is kind of Berlin Artparasite-ish lol. It has been a while since I attempted writing poetically because I'm usually very lazy but then sometimes circumstances does bring you back to your habits.

I used to create poems because I like playing with words and soon forgot about it once I entered university. Currently I have 3 poems here, one from way back when I was 18 and just entered uni, and two from last night. Which means I have 3 more in pending. Wtf is with this sudden surge of thoughts.

Poems are one of the ways I can express a lot with a little. It was a little difficult at first because my brain is clogged from the long time I didn't formally use English. It's degrading; noooooo.

I will post some of it later because I just finished composing two of them just now. I have no idea why I can think up of poem titles effortlessly but not anything else. >.<

Going to Averie's one-year-old party later! She's my Mom's friend's daughter. We bought her a Minion overall from USS last year; I wonder if she wore it yet. She's gonna be so cuteee. Can't wait to see her. There's so many babies in my life now I am in bliss.