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Sunday, 13 September 2015

I remembered wanting to write I was feeling very good yesterday towards the end of the day. I felt like dancing.

Random thought: What if the Page numbers doesn't add up at the end of the year? Hahaha, life will never be perfect.

I was feeling pretty shitty from my VRC3 because I couldn't create a good final composition even though it has been almost a month already. After class on Thursday, I went to the toilet and sat on one of the cubicle floor for a really long time trying to evaluate what went wrong with the composition. I was down but didn't felt like crying because this composition is very much needed for the completion of our project so I will still hold on. Well, I never felt like crying that much anymore. Guess we will get used to dealing with stuff.

Going into FB a while, I noticed Michelle tagged us in a post. It was a graduation picture of her and Giang was beside her, dropping by the convocation before leaving for his weekend work.

"All the best and see you next year! Please take care of Dion and Fion for on behalf of me!" 

I straight out sobbed. It hit me hard how some seniors are leaving school and I haven't even got much chance to get to know them more. Furthermore it is Giang's last sem which made it even worst. So I kinda sobbed silently inside the cubicle, yeah.

I think I stayed there for more than 20 minutes probably, just sitting on the floor and scrolling though FB and just chilling by myself. A nice moment it was. So serene with nobody else in the toilet. I hear the floor getting silent and I know my classmates have all been long gone. Still I sat until I was satisfied before leaving the toilet.

Yesterday, I worked on the composition once again and slowly felt a bit better as I listened to music. I figured maybe music played a big part in this as I had not been listening to music for about 2 weeks now because of the ultra slow internet speed in the new hostel. It's the slowest internet speed I had ever experienced - sometimes I can't even download a picture. So when I came home, the speed was significantly faster and I binge listened to music and did 3 assignments in a day.

I never realized music affected me this much.

Was about to sleep yesterday at about 1am and unexpectedly Aarun sent me a music video link of a new group he found. Their MVs are MV + kinetic lyric video (which is something I was supposed to learn this semester in CG) so I was pretty excited trying to figure out how they did their editing. It was so superb and I cheered up a bit. It's nice to have random chats with friends at unexpected times sometimes.

They are FEMM and the songs he sent me was 'Kill The DJ' and 'Fxxk Boyz Get Money'. Check them out. :) I can't believe I'm actually looking and figuring out the editing instead of listening to the song and the girls dancing. UNI CHANGED ME.

Bye, lunch now. For once, a homemade lunch, albeit a simple rice, soup and egg lunch.