Monday, 12 January 2015
You will find magic in the most unexpected of places.
All throughout the night, I had dreams, but I felt peaceful, not at all irritated by the fact that I had vivid dreams. In fact, I felt strangely at ease and happy.
I felt like the accumulated stress from yesterday was half gone. I am resurfacing from the water, breaking out of the body and piercing the layer between above and below. It's all thanks to Ken if I might say so, because I finally had a decent conversation with someone where I don't talk shit and it felt strangely reliving. Probably because he was so patient and calm; he made me feel like I wasn't alone. He gave advices instead of short answers, and spared his time to talk to me. I feel so damn grateful, so damn much. He made me believe that I can still talk normally to someone, especially since I felt bad speaking too harshly to my friends sometimes (eg: Aarun). It's good to know that someone like him still exists and that I can speak to him. Once in a blue moon, I am not the counselor.
Working on my bits and pieces of individual assignments for tonight. Finishing them up. It will be goodnight after that.
I felt restless and couldn't sleep even though the room was dark. It was after my 4 to 6 Creative English class and I felt so tired and worn out so I wanted to take a nap before sis comes back from her filming (for assignment) for dinner. Ended up not being able to sleep; just wanted to be alone. But then I felt like I really wanted to talk to someone so I asked Edmund if he is free to come out. And off we went, walking around the school and sitting near FCI.
Saw the guy who confessed to me during new year in the canteen, and he saw us together. Later he sent a message to Edmund telling him that he saw him in the canteen. "Shit just got real." Edmund laughed it off and didn't read the full message. Edmund and Giang figured themselves out who that guy is. Much clever. But they are the only two friends I told.
Saw Ken on the way from HB2 and then he joined us for dinner so that made four of us! We took a group picture and inserted #withoutgiang. And then Giang kept sending pictures of his outing with friends then in the Ionization chat box (a chat specially for us and him). Later on, sis had to go do her assignments stuff with her friends because there were some problems with the Plaster of Paris.
Giang then sneaked up on us but failed because I noticed his yellow shirt. I told him he wore clothes that are too obvious in colour! How do you expect to camouflage in yellow!? We spent our time chatting until 10:30pm. I felt guilty for not doing my assignments, but at the same time, I felt too relaxed to want to go back. Now I am back and trying my best to save the last of it all haha.
Ken messaged me to ask about my progress. Really cannot relax like just now already; too much wasted time. Good for him that he is practically free now! He just have to wait for finals. Every time I see 'Ken messaged you', it still feels a little weird and unreal.
Have to print our newsletter tomorrow and then it's time to start on my CG final assignment with new members. :)
