You know what is scary? When you have a bad case of diarrhea in a public place (eg: your office) and then the toilet can't flush.
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Kelvin's so noisy behind me that I find it hard to keep my focus in writing. :/ Just had my lunch and I'm waiting for students now, if there are any, because Mid-Autumn Festival (aka the mooncake festival) is approaching and Chinese schools are having lantern-making competitions and the likes. Which makes me remember that yesterday mom took home a box of mooncakes - jelly mooncakes. I love it so much! The fillings are good too, except for the peanut one. It reminds me of peanut butter which I so dislike.
In the morning, I went to the hospital for a follow-up with mom and sis. It has been a month. We reached there 8-ish and when we registered, we were the 9th person. This was a little better than last month - it was on a Tuesday that we went, reached there 8-ish also, and I was the 11th patient. ;_; I wondered if it was like the case of CF, where people come extra early and rush in when the hospital open lol.
I have never talked about going to the hospital. ^^ Hope I didn't jinx myself haha.
Took my blood. There was an enormous amount of people there. OAO The seats were insufficient so I didn't sit after a while and instead squatted on the floor in case needier people have to seat. /gentlewoman/ Waited for about 30 minutes maybe until its my turn.
Why is it that every time I go and take my blood at this hospital that the doctors will ask for my birth date (d.m.y) when it was printed on the test paper already? Is it an attempt at conversation? Or are they just lazy? This time the man that took my blood wasn't as efficient as the Indian woman last month whom was so quick that I couldn't even comprehend what happened. Then we have to wait an additional 2 hours before seeing the doctor.
We had Subway for breakfast (2nd breakfast to be specific) and then waited and waited for our turn at the waiting lounge. When I look through the small window behind an empty counter, I can see Sunway Pyramind! Not long after, it was my turn and my heart went ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump really quickly and loudly. I'm always nervous and a little afraid when I see doctors for follow-up; which is not good as my heart rate goes up. Clearly.
Doctor was nice as usual; I like her. She's firm, but not frightening. She's honest and straightforward. We talked a little about my blood test results and options and luckily it was alright. *crosses fingers* She checked my heart rate and everything. When we were about to go, she extended her hand to me, wishing me luck. I thanked her. After a while, she somehow whipped out a RM50 note and gave it to mom, whom refused to take it. It reminded me of the scene with my father's relatives when they try to chuck us money, secretly nowadays, as they know my mom would refuse if she saw. Sometimes it turns into an awkward and somewhat aggressive situation that we just have to accept the money. OTZ
After a little struggle, mom accepted it with the advice of "Have a coffee, the three of you.". Then she said some touching words that I have to hold back my tears. No, doctor, no. She was super nice; she went out of the consultation room with us.
I shall wish myself all the best as well.
Let's talk about something else. ^^ Yesterday, I was suuuper bored and I drew a picture in the late afternoon.
It was on water colour paper from the drawing pad Teacher gave me. It is such a blessing. Its a little dirty as you can see, I have yet to paint it. I'm thinking of using it as a bookmark. I took me sooo looong to draw this - I am still a slow drawer, I guess. So I really admire fast drawers; they made it seem effortless. Well, I can draw faster for my students but somehow its a different case for myself. ;_; /perfectionist/ But it turned out well, so I'm glad.
I attempted to digital paint from scratch a cosplay of Reika. I hope I can finish it lol! It has been a while since I did digital drawings from scratch as I've always preferred using traditional mediums. I feel that I can convey my feelings more effectively.
I realized that I have an obsession of drawing rabbits. I'm not a rabbit fan but I enjoy and love drawing cartoon rabbits. More so, I love drawing little boy rabbits. They are uber cute, no!? When I draw, Alice in Wonderland seemed to constantly appear in my mind so sometimes when I draw, it will have the elements of the story. Though its always the rabbit. Lol. Not even Alice...
And yay! My Scholastic books came this week! I had Joey order it for me as I am no longer in secondary school haha. I am so freaking addicted to books. ~.~ I don't really know how I started, but mom let us read books when we were younger and we were hooked since then. /eatbookbig/ (If you know what I mean; its a direct translation from Chinese which means grew up eating books.)
Along the line of that, there is a saying in Chinese that goes 'eat glass big', which as you can guess, 'grew up eating glass'. This particular saying applies to people who block other people watching TV, so by saying that they 'eat glass big', it implies that the person thinks that he's made of glass and thus is blocking people because he isn't aware that he's opaque. Does it make sense to you? o.O It is what my family has been saying all this time while I grow up so I'm using it on my younger cousins. They know what it means.
Over the past few days, Teacher and I had been talking about movies and he lent us 3 movies to watch! We watched The Nightmare Before Christmas yesterday night and I almost fell asleep as some parts as it was so late. I was amazed that they used stop motion to initiate the movie. O.O Like, WOW. How!? I'd be too lazy to do it haha.
This is a little something I did this week. Its my first time attempting this. Just a little sneak peak. :)
You might be wondering why I'm so free now lol. That's because all the kids are making lanterns so I don't really have to do anything. My students aren't here yet either, maybe they'll come tomorrow. There were 2 boys just now and I think their moms want to register them. Oh my, they are cute~ /morekidstoeat/
The other day (have I wrote this?) a 5 y.o. girl asked me what is my braces for as her cousin has it too. She's super adorable and way mature beyond her age that I don't feel like I'm talking to a kid, which was shocking. I told her "Its so that I can bite children" haha! You'd better watch out.
I finished my 2nd oil painting. For the 1st one, I had the wrong type of picture to paint and I wasn't satisfied so I did a 2nd one, which is a realistic painting. I was thinking that maybe oil painting is not for me but then the 2nd one turned out OK so I'm glad. Do you have an area of art that is just not for you? Some people, they can't paint. Some can't do certain types of paintings and drawings. I'm not sure about me. I haven't discover anything I might be bad at; I don't hope so that I will. >.< Maybe drawing animals? I don't think I catch them easily, but my elephant and a certain type of deer turned out well. I think cats, probably. They look like weird hybrid monsters when I draw them. OTZ
I haven't been talking about my tortoise nowadays. She's well, and still has a fungal case but my grandmother helps her scrub it off whenever she has time. I wanted so badly to look after her like I used to but I begun to realize that time is a limiting factor. Its not fair. I want to built a house for her, a beautiful one.
This is Light as of recently. I'm not sure if I posted this here before but I posted it to my FB page. Its a little like posting your kid's picture online. Oh, she's such a cutie. She's becoming stronger and faster now that I'm afraid to snap her pictures without an assistant in case she escaped. Lol...
I haven't said it before but there is a young boy here around the age of 10 and he's such a darling. He's well-mannered, charismatic and cute to boot. Too bad I'm over-age la. XD If he's more grown up, I'll like him in a heartbeat. /freakysenior/
Oh yeah, Pandora Hearts. I read the manga because I wanted to understand the conclusion of the story. Sometimes they get to a part where it feels like the conclusion, but then another twist came along and messes up the whole thing and I realize that there is still a ton of chapters to read. I am secretly relieved because it means I can delve and indulge myself for much longer. ~^.^~
Oh my God, I fucking hate Vincent! UGH. I will never name my son Vincent. He's a cruel and twisted monster and I just wish to scratch the screen so badly. Yeah, he's beautiful, but he's freaky and I don't know why he has got so many connections and consciousness when he was just a little boy. But I have an undying love for Gil, Break and Jack. Oh, they are so handsome and makes me melt.
At first it was just Gil that I love. I actually kinda hate Break at first but then he stole my heart~ Jack was just another character for me but then I found myself falling for him. *sigh* /lovestruck/
Remember that I said my phone cannot be started? It still can't. I downloaded BMP and MSB in mom's phone and logged in with my account but it starts from the beginning. It pains my heart so much. T^T It means I have to start all over from Level 1 with limited game currency and points. *cries loudly* I was at it for almost 2 years and I have a lot of money and 6-digit points! WHYYYYYY!!! It was my Dream Come True. I will come back for you, my beautiful darlings. This MC refuses to give up on you...!! As soon as I get a new phone, I will download the game and start all over; I don't freaking care!! I just wanna finish everybody's route!!
Oh God, this is true love.
/saves money to buy routes in non-Gree games/
The other day, I read this book 'This Star Won't Go Out' and it touched my heart. Didn't read everything though as I read it at the bookstore. She was diagnosed with thyroid cancer when she was 12 or so and it transformed her from a healthy, athletic girl to someone weak and frail, but her positivity lives on. There were some extracts from her diary and it reminded me greatly of myself; how I feel, how it feels. I thought I was the only one. I can't believe it myself when I read some of her entries and I thought, "Oh wow, that's how I felt too.". Touch wood, I don't have cancer omg. *touch wood*
I was specifically touched by the foreword by John Green, the author of The Fault in Our Stars. I had wanted to cry but I controlled myself. It was so sad, you know? Her diary entries are mostly like mine: some whiny, some normal, some confusing. She would have been about 20 if she is still alive.
OK, hmmm. There is a boy here, in my workplace, and he reminds me of Ethan from the nursery. It was my first time meeting him. He's about 5 y.o. while Ethan is almost 3.
"Are you a new student?" I asked when he was standing by the entrance of the computer room. Well obviously he is new. But I just wanted to talk to him.
He nodded. Oh, Ethan, Ethan, how are you now? Do you still like singing songs? Are you still smiling a lot? Are you well? Are you still asking for Daddy?
How big will you be now if I have the chance to see you?
Oh my God I want to cry. Stop it, me. *rub tears away*
(Sawachi Nijikai is today and I can't go - NOOO!!! *cries pool of tears*)
(So here's a picture because I wasn't able to go.)
(HOW IS THIS FANART SO BEAOOOTIFUL!?)
