Yesterday I got a little curious and searched up on prosthetic eyes after searching for prosthetic boobs. Was a little scared. *awkward laugh* Bravely, I clicked on Google Images - I didn't know what to expect. I just knew that I was feeling a little unsettled lol.
I came across pictures of people with only an eye and also people with a prosthetic eye so real I wouldn't have know it. And then I saw a picture of a young girl without an eye and visited the page.
I turned out to have clicked 'view image' instead of 'visit page' and when I clicked on the tab, the picture was so damn big and I was almost scarred for life. OTZ I visited the page anyway.
She was a girl of about 5, and after getting bilateral retinoblastoma, she had to surgically remove her eyes. Though I was a little skeptical on whether I should continue (and also still kinda afraid), I had an urge to find out what happened to her, so I searched the archive and read from the first post when she was about 3.
If you wanna read it, click on 'read it'. I conveniently provided the link to the first blog entry titled 'Why the Blog?'.
Watched The Maze Runner about a week or so ago and one thing that prominently came to my mind was - a cool asian. *.* He's quite OK, I admit. Overall I like Newt the most! I was wondering why he looked so familiar yet I couldn't pinpoint it so I went home and Google searched him. Turns out he was the eldest siblings in Nanny McPhee! No wonder! I just faintly remembered him acting as someone evil. Newt is so cute. //^.^//
For me, it was just alright. Thriller level was OK, but not intense enough. Well too intense and I would have wasted money. The time when Teresa suddenly wakes up in the box, I jumped a little lol. And it was really unfortunate what happened to Chuck. -.-
Last week I finally completed my leisure colouring of Pandora Hearts. I saw tons of them in Google Images so I tried it too cuz it seems fun. I saved the image I thought would be good for a first time. OK la, it was quite easy and doesn't actually takes up a lot of time.
*no spoiler*
And also, I am doing a digital painting as of now. Can you believe I actually drew this person on the tablet? I was surprised. I rarely draw directly into the computer cuz I don't feel comfortable doing it, but with more experience in drawing, now its an easier feat.
She represents the quiet wish/desire (still can't decide) that resides in everyone's heart.
Unheard or ignored, but there nonetheless.
A few days ago I had a really weird and thriller-ish dream that I told Teacher about. And then we traded dream-stories.
Yesterday night, sis and I watched The Book Thief together. I never got around to finishing the book because it was kinda boring, as least in the beginning. So it stalled and finally halted.
Liesel is so beautiful! She looks like an illustration and it was actually weird to see her on-screen when she was on the book covers. Rudy is super cute though he looks young to be 12. The movie wasn't boring at all. Teared multiple times - Liesel had quite the damned life. I feel an intensely unfair feeling in my heart ugh. It reminded me of Usagi Drop, warm but tragic. (Except Usagi Drop doesn't end on a tragic note.)
Can you believe in about 3 weeks time I will be starting university? QAQ I don't know what to feel of it. I stalked MMU a bit yesterday and their ranking is high, so I guess I should have a little more confidence in it. Its so strange how I've always envisioned that I'll be going to a normal college and maybe get a diploma, that I didn't really have much of a choice, and then now I'm whisked into a somewhat prestigious private university. ._. I used to think it was cool to be in a university.
In any way, I will do my best! (Sounds cliche haha.)
