Jump!★

Going back to camp today; its such a short break, but its OK~ Met up with Sherron, Li Ying and Lay Si at the mamak for a lil while yesterday and I wanted to sleep so much. ._. I've never been this sleep-deprived! I was having a bad headache too, which hurts my eyes...

Went to my dentist yesterday too - she said I looked healthier! XD So yay to NS? I'm on my last wire now, the thickest one (it took such a long time to fit the wire in cuz its just so freaking thick it wouldn't budge ._.); it kinda makes me feel sad thinking that my braces journey is gonna end soon. I actually felt like tearing up. ;_; I kinda like wearing braces, strangely. Then taking it out would feel like having part of me removed, but its a certainty.

And also, I lost weight! Only 0.5kg, but I couldn't have lost more because my BMI is just on the borderline of normal. I looked slimmer too, and my stomach lost its bloated-ness. I tell you, wearing clothes looked nicer too! In camp, I don't look into the mirror as much, or see how my body looks, so I was eager to see how I look when I wear normal, tighter clothes - fortunately, I look better~ I was actually surprised. ._. I never used to like tucking my shirt into my shorts, but I did so yesterday and Sherron said it looks nice.

Thinking about NS, some of us will probably think stuff along the lines of "Omg, I'm gonna get fatter... ;_;", "Tanner...", "My face... It's gonna have so much pimple...", etc, because honestly that's what I thought so too. >.< But let me tell you something; shockingly, after I endured a month in NS, my face became SO MUCH BETTER, my body got SO MUCH NICER and even I look better in pictures. ._.

OK lah, I guess it depends on each individual because I have read about ppl having pimple outbreaks, eyebags and getting fatter in NS, but the jurulatihs said that you are not supposed to get fat in NS. Even though I eat like a pig in NS, I lost weight. Don't worry, there's exercise to back you up. It might be harder on ppl who doesn't like exercise though; I'm a movement-junkie, so I kinda like monkeying around. XD

And also I'm kinda fortunate to be borne the type of person that doesn't get eyebags... >.< So I  actually doesn't look tired in photos and in real. LOL But internally, I am so tired I just wanna sleep for a week.

But don't fret! - You actually wouldn't feel the lack of sleep after a week. Its also about the mindset. Every night, I slept on an average of 5 hours; some ppl have less because they eat and chat into the night, but please be a bit more considerate to your body and sleep as early as you can. Like me... I'm like an old person. >.< I don't usually join my friends chatting and eating into the night, or eat junk food and drink canned drinks - ever since going into camp, I realized I'm a health and clean-freak omg. ._. So that's why I don't get the side effects like some of my friends do. And I take very good care of my face too. >.<

Alright, going to IOI in a lil while to get my watch's battery and some things I might need. The first thing I did on Fri when I came back is hold Light~ She's gotten so big! And I hid when Elena came back; she saw me, ran to the kitchen (in shock) and ran back to me, holding her arms out. We hugged! <3

Ahh, I love everything so much!!

p.s. You heard all types of stories about NS, but ultimately, everything depends on you, so don't gather your assumptions based on others. :) NS isn't all hell and depression, but it isn't all fluffy and heaven either.