I just realised how long my last post was - even if it wasn't a phone blog.
I SPENT ABOUT AN HOUR ON IT DAMMIT!
But it was addictive. OTZ I just wanted to rant and rant and rant.
Yesterday night, before sleeping, I was thinking about the scammers again. And i was like 'Oh please please please don't let me dream of them' and wished simply for a really romantic dream, scoffing at how unrealistic it will be.
But then it happened.
Like seriously! Upon waking up, I was really surprised and just stared into the darkness. And then decided to type it down in my phone.
Nowadays i had this tendency to type my dreams upon waking up - if I think its really interesting. Like a few days ago, I dreamt that my class was a treehouse and we went on a trip to a Hindu-Buddhist temple. And about a week ago, I dreamt that I was on a holiday with my entire family at a seaside town (must be influenced by the Kuala Selangor Trip ._.) and there was this huge human-like black gorilla that emerges out of the mountain to scare people. I seriously thought it was real you know! And then I realized how lucky and fortunate I am that that is not my life. ;_;
Then yesterday night, upon making that silly wish, I had it fulfilled. I didn't even think much about it and it was there. There were 2 guys, introduced by a friend and i ended up with one - and the one i ended up with looks like Ashley's classmate omg! Except an American version of him! OAO
I really like that guy in my dream but thinking about it, it was very very weird. Perhaps I've been thinking about him (Ash's friend) too much?! Well, I mean he's pretty cute but...
I mean, its not like we can actually be friends or anything because 1) Its the end of our schooling life, 2) Few mutual friends and 3) We just don't meet that often. And he's friends with this group of people that I so happen to not like, so I thought that he may be like them. But then I noticed that he's also friends with some good friends and my neighbour and I'm like 'Maybe I have a chance'.
But till now, the closest I got to him was when Ashley was speaking to him about his scraped knee after he fell while running. God knows why he's running.
But... I don't know... He may not even want to have a friend like me. And another consolation is that he accepts my friend request in FB and also likes anime. Maybe there's another path...?
That was the first thing - another thing was:
Weird Dreams And Neighbour's Facebook (?!)
I found my neighbour's Facebook.
I had wanted to find her cuz we haven't been speaking since forever. I live at No.4, she at No.14 and we were childhood friends. She was older than me by a year and we stopped spending time together when we enter primary school, mainly because of the lack of time (she went to a Chinese school, and me a Malay one). Then years whizzed past and before I know it, she transferred to my secondary school 2 years ago, being in the same grade as me because she was in Remove class. Then it started from cute little childhood buddies to lets-not-look-at-each-other-in-school.
But the thing is, I had always wanted to talk to her, but I don't know if she'll mind me calling her in front of her new friends and making her look uncool - especially since her childhood name was Ah Ying and now I think she must have gone with a much cooler name.
Then, while stalking that guy, I saw their pictures together with their classmates. 'Finally!' I thought but I found out that she was not tagged. I tried again today and she was tagged. Good!!
I clicked into her profile and omfg - Is she like the most beautiful person ever or what?! She looked so so different than real and she was seriously stunning. I couldn't recognise her for a while, until I saw her picture with her dad, whom I obviously recognised - and added her straight away. And her dad.
My grandmother - who's friend with her mom - as usual thought that we were still very close, but I told her that she's not talking to me at school. Grandmother then told me that Ah Ying said that she's afraid we might ignore her! What!!
OTZ
What a twisted story. I even attended her brother's wedding lunch and tried to smile at her. Well, we're on smiling-at-each-other terms now, so its better. Like when's she's taking the dogs out for a bicycle-run and me taking my cousins out for a stroll, we smiled at each other. And it doesn't feel that bad anymore.
That's all for today - haha!
