I know the title sounds boring and stuff but I don't know what I could do with a title regarding school. <.< This is the third week I'm in school and I've been trying my best since Day 1. I'm kind of regretting that I didn't do that well while I had the chance and now its like, whoosh, my last year. I bet a lot of you have experienced this, haven't you?
But, I am not going to rant about sad school stuff and instead going to focus on more positive things. XD Well, at last I had the courage to join the Cultural Club in school, which is practically my dream. I had been dreaming to be in the Cultural Club since Primary school but never got the guts to. Ahh, I want to hit myself so much for being such a scaredy-cat. Wonders happened - I got in - and I got the Secretary's place!
Maybe Secretary isn't as grand as being the President, but well, it is kind of my dream to be in a Secretary post at least once. Now that I've mentioned it, my dreams sounded pretty weird. <.< I just thought that it was kind of cool to hold the book Secretaries get to hold in clubs and now I have it. XD Though I'm pretty confused as to what I have to do, but I shall try my very best!
There's a lot of paperwork for the Secretary... OTZ Oh God, why... Considering being a normal member for the whole of my school life (except for the time where I was a form representative and then a year after, a Treasurer), being a Secretary is like being on a whole new level. You have to write reports and stuff. OTZ I don't have to do anything when I was form representative and when I was a Treasurer, I just rounded the school and collected money and then I'm done.
Nowadays, school work's piling up and the burden gets heavier; I barely have time to blog, let alone actually going online through my laptop. I rarely use Facebook nowadays because of my schedule and the only time I'm permitted is when I had a few minutes to grab my phone and scroll through my wall post. Most of my time spent on my phone is used to indulge in my otome games. And I realised that the phone's screen is spoiling my eyes in a more rapid pace than the laptop's. <.< My eyesight's so blurry now...
I'm sleeping a lot earlier nowadays so that I'll be able to fully concentrate on my studies the next day, but the more I sleep, the more lifeless I feel. Its like being monotonous on the outside, a tired and lethargic kind of feeling, but not sluggish enough to slack off. Its like my body and eyes are still alert, but my brain is asleep. Its a really sad feeling. <.<
I don't take naps anymore as they waste my time and mess up my schedule. But the problem is, now I have too much time. OTZ I do sleep better at night now though, compared to the times when I'll take naps and sleep late. Its much easier to concentrate during class, except for Biology when the teacher shuts us in in the dark lab with only the projected screen staring back at us. Thinking about it makes my feel so lazy...
I'd better stop ranting now and get some sleep. I will try to update my otome games review on a weekly basis if possible, but it seems like somehow I have something to do or somewhere to go to during the weekends. T^T Where have all my time slipped to?! If I blog at night, it'll be way too late by the time I finish and now I'm just sneaking in about half an hour to blog. Sad, sad life... OTZ I shall get a grip somehow.
Alright, bye now. Stay tuned for my otome reviews and normal updates! XD
School, School... and School.
